Full Stop

If you are reading these lines now It means that you've found my last poem I wrote it before some days, hid it under my pillow I knew you would find it here; Where I used to leave my scribbles Where I used to shed my tears And whisper my hearty prayers I spent a night after another Wondering... Pondering Thinking of how to live in peace Thinking of how to die in peace Oh! Allah... help me You are the only one who knows You know where this life goes Remember me whenever you sip your coffee Whenever you have chocolate and ice-cream I loved everyone, I forgave everyone I hope they'll forgive me, too My heart was so wide and kind But my life was blacker than my very black dress I experienced wars, I suffered from stress Maybe you're crying now Maybe you've started to miss me Maybe you're puzzled… If this is her last poem, where is her FIRST?! Don't cry, don't worry Don't even be sorry; my body has gone, but not my soul And one day, you'll find them all I'm sorry for this unclear handwriting I wrote it in a hurry; once it came to my mind I'm sure that you got it As you always got me right I wanted to hug you, to hug you tight But it's impossible now since I'm out of sight I hate to say goodbye, so here is my full stop ( . ) P.S. Sleep well because you will see me in your dreams Blackmatta 9/1/2015 Tuesday