Full of Emotion

While I'm roaming around in my own mind I realize that I am truly one of a kind All of my emotions are so strong But I suppress them with a hit off the bong When they come to the surface and begin to show People run away with their kids in tow I never thought a person could love so much Just longing for another's tough Then there is the exteme hate that I feel Towards all the people that are not real Confusion sets in along with the pain Is there anything in this life to gain? Sadness so intense I can't seem to cope Was there ever any hope? But then joy makes itself more known And pleasure that makes me want to moan So many emotions, none are the same That I know I will never be able to tame My mind is set on over drive I've never felt more alive