Free Me

Maybe I feel more Maybe that's what kills my soul faster I can't breathe I can't sleep in this hell The unknown the unseen the unforetold I love wholeheartedly  and that's what takes it I show them I'm heartless and that's what breaks it I don't know the difference between real and fantasy So why I can't just be? Sleep doesn't really call to me anymore I can't dream it doesn't seem possible in this storm I got so many people that I like I got few people that I hate This anger in me rages like a demon seeking to break The chains that bind it down the break before its found Its hard to tell what's real and make believe So why can't I just drown? So many things on my mind If I get lost don't waste your time I'll come back in your dreams of your destiny And show you that I'm fine This life is hard no one said it wouldn't leave you scarred Busted windows and broken walls Crumbles on the floor So many walls built around my heart So many chains  wrapped around the parts That keep it in from the hurt and suffering the ones I let close start. So many lost and yet so many found When I get up don't push me down Its hard to tell what is real and make believe So why can't I be found? 08/15/16 11:25pm