Free Again

I always laid here This same spot with the same grief With the same tears every passing night Laying all the blames at my bedpost And I mean all the blames. Always forgetting to put them on you Cos I thought I was the cause of the curse And the reason for all the grief. If you must know The world stopped when I saw him Im sure your's did too Only you were too stupid to realize. Too stupid to see that your punching bag Someone now caressed And your footstool Someone raised high. Now and now, now and here Im gonna burn all the fake roses in my heart's furnace And those stupid letters along with that stupid smile The one you gave us all. And im gonna hold on to my love Please him in every way Make you think of all you lost here And love him till I have no love left For I want to be me And I am now me And being me is being free.