Fragments of a Lost Soul

From my lost soul, what can be retrieved? Is my life finished yet untold? Are you real or have I been deceived? I'm struggling but will my pain recede? In this art of life must one be bold? From my lost soul, what can be retrieved? I am proud and I won't ever plead Though my heart's aching and icy cold, Are you real or have I been deceived? Am I worthy, what about my deeds? Into whose mind must my heart unfold? From my lost soul, what can be retrieved? I did not show any sign of greed I don't own silver nor any gold, Are you real or have I been deceived? Starting today, whose hands shall I hold? Give me a soul that I can behold From my lost soul, what can be retrieved? Are you real or have I been deceived?