Forgotten and Alone

I’m powerless against your words, and I can do nothing to keep them away. Covering my ears is just a futile move, and will not help me, Seeing as though you were so kind before, you just snapped and turned horrid, I’m afraid, I’m horrified at what I see. I shiver and cry, staring at the metal door, waiting for the minute when it opens, And I’ll see a kind face smile back at me like before. But for now, I call out “Do you come now or never?” There’s no answer, and I can’t hear your voice anymore. Please come back, I feel so alone and forgotten, it hurts me. Right now, I would give anything to see your face, even if you harm me, Just come back, I’ll be waiting for you in the corner of this room, For now, I’ll just sit there and wait for you to come back to me. I’m powerless against your actions, I cannot defend myself against your abuse, Curling into a ball will not save me from the hand That was once so kind, it held me tight, but those days are gone now, And I just wait for you, watching my existence turn to sand. I falter, and through the tears, I cry out again “I’m sorry!” Though I have no thought of what I am apologizing for, Maybe I’m sorry for living in this world, for being born, But I just don’t want this anymore. Please come back, I feel so alone and forgotten, remembering the old days, The days we spent laughing and smiling together in. Those are just old memories that flew out the window, and won’t come back, Was my creation such a sin? Even if I can’t say it to your face, I still love you. Though I’m abused by you, I still love you.