Forgotten

My lips are dry  My hands are cold  My dreams are trying to get out  but my skin is screaming to be bold I have a dream that has come to an end forever just a whisper upon your sweet skin Dead am I to what I wanted to be slowly slipping into misery I cannot breath my breath excruciating not at all the life I was anticipating.. How did this happen with one cruel word you sat and listened but I was never heard I wanted to be so much and often just longed for your forgiving touch How did this happen when did I die  I feel my whole life has been a lie It is me that I miss  not your smooth courageous kiss  it is me that is gone not you that has left My hopes and dreams died you see  It was not what I wanted it to be.... I was dreaming a dream of being a dancer My Life Ended the day they said you have Cancer....