Forgiving Myself

Piece's of yesterday gone from my mind What passion was there, what more can I say. My heart still yearning for closure I will never see As I drown out all the saddness I know a complete being I will never be. In myself I find no peace But in his heart I find no grace What I once held so dear Someone else took my place. I begged for forgivness To release me from my pain I said it truly and fully In my head I hold no vain. I could give up But then he would win And that would leave me Holding all of our sin. It was not all my fault That you had to go away I wish you peace and love On this sad, sad day.