Forgiveness

A eleven letter word that confuses me People say forgiveness bring peace They say, it heals. Open up new doorways Start new chapters Yet I am here to debate. Forgiveness lets see I forgave a woman once for stealing my husband The very next day she conceived. Not one but two She divided my unhappy home Took me through the battlefield. Placed my tears in a jar Causing me to wish upon a star Forgiveness I am here to debate. I knew a boy once Who gave me his heart My careless ways. My selfish actions Brought him nothing but pain One could say, I made him go insane. I am ashamed I am to blame Now nothing is the same. Forgiveness I am here to debate My heart is in pain Wish you could stop the rain.