Forgiveness

I forgave you once, for your behavior I forgave you twice, for your actions all the while you're stabbing my heart with a butcher knife with Every Strike! I take a bow Lord, let me live somehow! I promise, I'll leave him tomorrow! I beg and I plead for my life As my nose bleeds blood onto the floor You strike me again and call me a whore! I can't take it, I gasp for breath as you try to Choke me to death Something breaks the trance, a knock at the door "Stay here you evil witch" you whisper as you fling my head to the side I moan, and I cry, wonder~how could I end up with this type of guy I shudder when I hear the door slam shut cuz I know you'll only be nice for a while, you'll walk around with that pretty smile, You'll give me hugs, kisses, cuddles and great sex You'll cook for me, clean the house, take me out Everyday you're ripping my stitches out because I forgive you time and time again And your actions Never Change You're not a nice man. And you don't deserve me at my best or at my worst. You don't deserve my forgiveness; so you're getting my curse 2-18-15 for Forgiveness Poetry Contest.