Forgive, Please Forget

I lie here looking at the ceiling, Then I look to your word, It didn't have much meaning, Trusting you is almost absurd You left me broken promises I know I'm better off No more kisses I need to write you off I'm a creature of habit I know I'm not that tough I have no heart to be compassionate You stole it, left it in the rough I'm Forgetting how your voice sounds It truly makes me sad yet still want you around I still know what we had Why'd did you ever leave? Why couldn't we have been enough for you? Now you wallow in sorrow and tell me how you grieve love isn't for the weak I give the devil his due Now you suffer twisting, contorted pain the worst mistake of your life takes me back to lovers lane You really messed up and I'm to alleviate you of your strife? You think you deserve it? …. ….. …... ….... …..I do.