Forgive Me

I'm sorry I left you with all these troubles... To bob helpless in a raging sea... I really didn't mean to leave you... Didn't mean to make it all about me... As I cry upon this paper... Clearer thoughts I've never had... And as I sit alone in protest... You are the one who sits there sad... I hate where I am... I hate what I've become... I miss you all so dearly... I hate that I'm so dumb... And if I ever see you again through all the madness... I hope you can forgive me... I hope to be the boat that saves you from that raging sea...