Forgive Me?

I know loving me is never easy. It takes a very special man. I am so so many things. I am a mother and a sister I am a daughter and friend. I take everything to heart. I know I am not beautiful. At least not that I can see. But when I love I love unconditionally! When I love I do so With every fiber of my being. Please know that when you Hurt than so do I. It is double agony when The one to cause your Pain is me...... But when you feel joy I do so as well. I will tell you this When you need someone In your corner you will see No one will fight for you Harder or more fierce than me! I promise you that one Day I will get this right. No more agony and pain No more clouds and rain. I know some journeys we Do take on our own. I promise to try harder. I just ask...Forgive me?