Forget Me

"Forget Me" All alone on the birthday eve staring at the ceiling Tried of feeling like who I am doesn't exist I have tried to stay strong but inside remained weak So tonight I stare into the stars above asking for His open arms Life is suppose to be something of happiness and love Giving my life to Christ in a way has not given me eternal healing So the opposite of pain relief is the medicine to heal me of all sorrows As I close my eyes will I awake again to suffer like years gone by? Never ending thoughts of yesterdays when life's treasures escaped my grasp Not knowing if I am to blame for the loss of feeling needed Looking around these streets of barren brick I know I stay alone Forgive me Jesus for not believing you can save me from this sin Once again I take a drink from the bottle that sits beside me Washing down the disgust of ever being born into this world of torture Unlike the famous people in my life who successfully achieved such fame I will close my eyes forever more so the world can still forget me