Forever Missed

Screaming at the sky at night; staying up until dawn Wishing I was here with you; can't believe you're gone. It's like a sharp knife digging deep into my very heart My will, my joy, my life, my smile is slowly coming apart. You're here so close to me and yet so far away. The pain of not being able to reach out to you is growing every day. You see me and I see you but yet never speaking face to face. You were my all, my joy, my encourager, my friend, my Grace. I wish I could be near you; I want to put away all this pain. I'll love you forever; I want you to know this, but how? I'll miss you forever; I wish I could be with you now.