Forever Gone

I lay here looking at my ceiling wondering what you are doing thinking where are you i sit here crying in my bed wondering who you are holding, thinking, where are you I sit and look out my window wondering if you would walk up one day and say I want you but I now know that will never be I ask myself where are you I sit at a bench at the park and look into the sky and all I see is your face wondering where are you All I can say to myself is I lost you Sorry I have hurt you so much I was stupid to act like I was the victim but in reality It was you i am truly sorry for hurting you