Forever a Part of Me

"FOREVER A PART OF ME" (poem #6 written by Michelle L LeBlanc on 01/18/2023 in memory of my son Jayden Donald Leblanc ??) . Oh, to awake one day to find you here by my side I miss you my beautiful boy I never wanted to be taken on this ride I wish we never let you go on that September 4th day But how could we deny you a pleasure You felt you needed in so many ways? Yesterdays gone, there's nothing that we can do But only rest in the fact That there was no suffering for you Oh my boy, I want you here next to me To see you come down the stairs So my heart doesn't have to grieve Balancing your laptop on just the flat of your hand I told you that wasn't good But you always said, 'Mom, that I safely can' I know I cannot focus on your loss if I'm to get through But I also can't block out your memory This is quite a complicated process to do Tonight I'm taking time to feel the pain Oh how I wish this was a dream So many memories of you to retain Can you come to see me just one last time? Hug me and tell me you love me Wrap your arms around this heart of mine I just don't want you to be gone my precious son So much fun and laughter You were always the most animated one Letting you go, can and never will be You will always be within my heart Forever a Part Of Me!!