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For Old Star-Gazer Master Khayyam - a Name Like Shakespeare's For Some Other Giants - Part Two
For Old Star-Gazer Master Khayyam - a Name Like Shakespeare's For Some Other Giants - Part Two
For Old Star-Gazer Master Khayyam – a name like Shakespeare’s for “some” other giants – Part Two
III
Is there an answer to this gaping question
Will that something which follows on behave
Here at least we know death despises life
What do you call that which you have
Do you die too after what length of time
What do you do while you wait for the end
What space d’you occupy in our timespace
Or does anti-self exist in a parallel dimension
Not that these make worrisome questions
Nice to know we don’t quite disappear
Right out and that we go on despite reasons
Or perhaps for nothing much after all
Here we are caught in swirling whirlwinds
Of petty time-pinching emergencies
We give what we can of our might to those
We care for reserving the best for ourselves
Sooner or later the world would just peter out
First the sun would give up its nuclear fissions
Slowly fizzing down while its body bloats out
Then the earth and planets would fry out
Would you be still around or would we be too
And when the solar system freaks out
What will be the fate of your bodiless forms
Or would you be hiding in some safe black hole
IV
What good would it do to know the final outcome
If you are caught in a terrestrial fateful bind
So do we all the ultimate spacial expanse become
Locked into it all by no-backtracking time
Does what matters to you be of no moment to us
Do we need to be wily to hanker after heaven
We’re either just alone or wholly naked forsaken
Or fused in a mounting blinding swirling circus
Some may call this the ultimate form of Oneness
Some the Godhead that directs all our wills
Some might prefer the wayward terror of ghosts
Some just can’t bother one way or the other
Some who suffer ill the womb of common unity
Decide to come together only to wreak hell
These harden without mercy for what they wreak
They whose work you put down to devilry
So where lies the good of your worry-dispelling verse
Long have we lost the feeling for your example
Yes at first yes repentance we experienced at parting
Sorrow at what we might have wanted to curse
But all that jitterbug’s gone past by now
We know darnwell better now the dance
No use bothering with what anxious selves see
Over what will or will not after be
There is just this enormous monstrous engine
It throbs on seemingly without and within
Who knows why or who deemed it must
It simply rumbles on whether you think it just
Myself when young did dwell so long
Upon your sweet O deep forbidden verses
Draughts in tankards quaffed I with song
Dreams couched in nubile cascading tresses
TAMUM SHUD
June 16/18, 1996
© T. Wignesan – Paris, 2016, revised from: longhand notes (a binding of poems),
1999.
Copyright © T Wignesan | Year Posted 2016
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