For Love 21

another goodbye i am drunk and numb and i should remain as numb as i can i dont want to know what he thinks im gonna miss everything he gave all those little things im gonna miss the feeling i had for him and once believing it was real love drunk ill forget it... he will never think of me agin the man i dreamt of marriage and family but nothing now ill stay as f***** up as i can ill tell the psych that he killed my heart be a good way to get pills to take another way to bury him goodbye goodbye lover ur not my lover now never again no one will ever see this heart again but this body is up for sale ill auction off my orgasms highest bidder gets a special prize and it wont be u ever again... nothing in my life will ever be for u again.. gee, i wonder why? gee, i wonder why? i miss our mornings and hearing ur sweet accented voice saying my name and that u loved me never again... u dont even understand what i had for u what i planned when i got u to myself doesnt matter now just another dead romance another reason for me to shut off this heart and say **** u to the world love is nothing anymore... im gonna have another drink and i wont remember why i hurt so bad and i wont remember the words u said or ur smile, u keep it away from me now and ill live this lonely life fine and numb and alone and u can do what u need to do and it will never colide again it was just a long ended mistake anyways goodbye i finally let go goodbye one last cry goodbye.