For Love 18

im so empty now without u, ive caved in and given up theres nothing to make me smile now and no one to make me feel love im so alone without u now i can sleep and cry and write for u thats all i am thats my whole life now i try not to wonder where u are, how happy u are how much better off u are without me becuz i know i was ur burden, now relieved i was ur worry, now eased and u dont have to feel responsible for all the damage done but after so many of the things u said to me how can u just let go? and never look back? and never care again? i guess i wasnt that beautiful i guess i wasnt that little jewel i guess i wasnt special i guess i was a fool to ever believe. but i have never cried this much i have never hurt this much i have never been so alone i have never been so heartbroken. goodbye.