For Love 15

u cant really know me so if i gave u a snapshot to show u exactly what u need to know it would be; me, naked and bleeding from 7 cuts, smoking and crying. i laugh sometimes too. i only do it to prove that i feel the razors edge and what could u say to this? ive left a mess u never wanted and i tangled u up strings but u get the oceans to hide behind im all laid out here bare-assed and ashamed of myself its been 3 days since i ate and u still dont love me enough ive been here sleeping on ur schedule and bored in between so ive been wandering with knives in hand ive been here living on ur time and lonely in between take me one more time before u leave forever the photograph is evidence i am below the waves and u ride high and steady and im drowning in u