Flushed Love Plea

On the verge of self-destruction All because of a self-esteem misconstruction,I'm not fishing for compliments I'm fishing for love,consolation ,acknowlagement,anything positive you have Before time runs out and all hell breaks lose Started off light,light snacks and now I'm heavy I swallow these words and digest them Unlike last nights supper which spiralled down the toilet bowl like my common sense And was replaced by a hunger Not for what I'd expelled but for the true meaning of beuaty Don't judge me and I'll try not to judge you but if you do please understand I'm not fishing for compliments I'm fishing for love