Flightless

I'm losing control tonight I've decided to search for something else I will close my eyes for my mind to take flight And buy time for moments it'll sell I can see her eyes if I wanted to But I am not to hold her like I know To almost feel her warmth like I knew Yet illusion is all the mind only to show And I saw my body as myself departs Willing to the skies as I climb as I fly A sensation painful even to the lifeless heart Fiercely overwhelming myself with oceans rendering by And finally I am there, not anywhere A some place she belong, I have never been No longer do I see her with so much dare Is there love... for when mind and body doesn't seem? I do not return to my body tonight Simply raining tears upon it I will do There is to be no more place I can find to hide Because tonight... I have decided to miss you