Flames of Panic

This is weird this sensation, this burning on the inside or is it just the smoke rising up crying flames of panic and confusion of the dancing stinging way they fly around while my flesh slowly turns to ash The smoke and fire it's coming out of my hands, my eyes as I lash out at water to cease this unknown ailment attacking me I fall upon my knees harshly for my legs have vanished from beneath Why did this happen to me Is this real or am I dreaming The cigarette I had apart in inhaling the cigarette I had at work the cigarette I engulfed to endure the pain of today is it my illness, my disease or was it just a cruel joke I played upon myself Someone tell me please someone assist me...