Five Days

What am I doing wrong? Everything is blowing up Losing my mind over this Can’t help but feel helpless Hiding behind a facade I’m scared to face my feelings I don’t want to talk about this Rather sink back and disappear In the end it’s all my fault Tried to lead and things failed Always wanted to be a superhero Instead I’m just acting cowardly Didn’t expect any of this to happen I knew my actions had consequences But I didn’t expect things to hit hard I should of just been more aware I know the right answer but I’m scared to answer the problem I don’t want to hurt anyone With my actions and words I’ll do what I can for now And take a step back from now on