Finding My True Love

no one will love me for who i am, I try so hard for them to accepted me just as i stand, i know i am shy in so many ways, I want a guy to make me have better days, I know im not that great in any way but i want a man that will always stay, Is this to hard to ask for? For the Love of my Life? It feels like im never going to be good enough and my heart is geting stabed by a knife, I am ugly on the outside and i know im to afraid for my face to even show, I try so hard to look good but no one is here to even care, I just want to be loved for who i am.. And find that one guy to accepted me just as myself.