Finding Me

Talking to strangers and staring them down Making them realize that I will not bend to them Letting them know that I can not be swayed Stand in the midst of temptation and still stay strong Though my strength was too delayed No matter, though I have found it all now Strange to think that once you are gone you find it Strange to think that you find when you have lost Strange to see me as I am now I would not call this sudden strength a cost Looking up pictures and hunting them down Faded evidence of who I used to be The wind in my hair at the edge of the sea Is something that I find I am missing But i'm not missing what's important and thats me