Find My Way Home

Lying here speechless. Silent. Unmoving At the decisions I have made Thoughts of where I could be now My fear is entwined with rage I will not offer myself peace Or comfort to ease the pain The many different consequences Round and round once again Annoyed at my lack of courage To push on through the wall Not only myself esteem Has been lost to me this way Why do I then choose silence Speechless to lie here unmoving As if this is my only option When I know I have the power I need There is still hope in this moment The talking too, taken on board Committed to finding resolution To one day find my way home