Find Me In This Life

Yes they have their university degrees and wealthy accounts, but they are not yours. darling.... They don’t know you too, How to please you that is.... and you please them, its rules.. You ask for a dance in the rain and they give you some laime story of why and no, and maybe so And who they used to be way back when they where young, In your admiration for them you wait in faith for a kiss on the cheek, but you got none They ask you instead if you wanted onions or leeks in this receipe…. Then suddenly your mind goes a drfit like a wodden small boat by the lake You are thinking about her again, who you never met. You have been introduced to women, others but they seem so ruff for my delicate body. She needs to be soft and be blushed when she see me She wont think selfishly about herself, it will be about us. Even when folding lundry and enhaling the scents of lavendar will lt be insanly passion and a joy It will be a peak of heaven…. The lints will fall from the clothes freshly done.. and you will see them fall like angels from heaven, in the ray of light, light cracking through the curtains. She thinks by biting her buttom lip and leaving it wet, unmindfully... I leave her alone to be herself. The delight to hear her laugh and scream with excitement and happiness Of just being around me. Makes me feel complete Her scent of sun dried clothes, her cotton breast holders, her panty with a hole Im laughing because she is frustrated that she has ruined the perfect dinner That I love..... and it's okay, but not for her... She is sick now and I am worried that she will be gone.!!!!!! and she brushs my awful hair, so dry. And short and poorly cut,,,,,, and she whispers and say don’t worry……. I hate her for that, don’t worry, I hated her for saying that… Our love was for life and not for sex, it was sensual. Now I am here alone and I cant find her, did she stay in another life or is she here I cant find her… Is she back as a man or a women I need you! For us to complete why were are here. Just try and find me, im trying to find you. Darling we write and we travel they are one in the same. please find me!