Finally

Shall I concede my hold on life give in to Death's embrace Since peace of mind within myself can never be replaced All pleasures I once had for life are deep within the past The grip on my own sanity has started fading fast I feel I'm destined in this life to suffer through it all With misery my only company I know I'll take the fall I've tried so hard to rise above the heartache life gives out But nothing seems to remedy the cause of my own doubt My self-control is plummeting with every day I wake Soon it will be over when my life I finally take For Death to me is heaven compared to staying here To wake up one more day on earth is the only thing I fear