Fidget

4/10/22 I don't care if god forbids it All day and night long I fidget Alcoholic drinks I sip it THC I smoke, another habit have yet to kick it I pay it all no mind and have zero interest You'll bleed out and die with a quickness If you give yourself slit wrists B**** quit Stay out of my business Good riddance All of these gimmicks And peculiar characteristics It had nothing to do with statistics Logistics Or physics I was about to go ballistic After I listened to mystics While trying to interpret hieroglyphics It eventually turned cryptic Then I started to get it When for the longest time I didn't Meanwhile she put on some lipstick And others continued to nitpick Thinking that they are the shizznit When they're soft like a triscuit There's always somebody trying to solicit I'll take nothing for Christmas I use to be looking for a mistress Now I remain listless From the start to the finish It all took mere minutes To spend it in one instance For a brief second I held it with my digits Going according to plan and as scripted Another batch of drugs shipped in Now all of this I overdo it and mix it ed up and twisted If it seems worth it to me, I'll risk it And stay persistent Even if for the time being it remains distant No need for a witness I don't want forgiveness Or to kick it I'm going beyond the limits No matter about being a misfit The truth hidden And forbidden At one point in time, was this planet paid a visit? Or is it all just a gimmick There's a big difference between a wish list Hit list And s*** list Which category do you fit in? Why is it? So quick to speak and judge, a bunch of critics But when I talk, they become crickets Close and far from thickets As well as any isthmus Just remember that eventually this is it