Female Fire
Female Fire
She said remove your glasses and turn your head this way
Little did I know my brain she would soon lay
I looked directly at her face and then blacked out
My untimely Female Obsession was about to sprout
Still numb with grief over my Mother’s death
This Blond Vixen stole my breadth
It was my turn to deal with death and depression
But why God when I am lost and down would you crush me with Obsession
I came too and saw a Golden Aura around her Angelic Face
Soon I would experience the Female Mental Chase
Is this beauty standing before me an Angel
Is this Heaven I wanted to yell
Or am I in Hell with Satan’s Belle
Caught in her wicked spell
She said she would see me in two weeks
To finish her cleaning technique
I Just could not get her out of my mind
At first pleasure, then her vision turned into a horrible mental grind
I fell to my knees and begged God to get her out of my head
Can’t you see I am suffering do you want me dead
One night I saw Mom in her coffin staring at me... horrible dream
The next night the Evil Blond lying over me... I wanted to scream
Can it get worse
Am I headed for the Funeral Hearse
I found myself at work one day
Deeply confused... tormented... my mind drifting away
Suddenly my tormentor appeared in the corner of my room
She approached me, removed her clothes and embraced me with her womb
Horrible Halucination...Am I losing my mind
God why have you sent this unholy woman kind
God please release me from my mental tomb
The Horrible Obsession will soon be my doom
After eighteen months I had one last chance
To get my release and end this terrible trance
I sat in the chair waiting for the girl
She came behind me...She is more beautiful than a pearl
I started to cry and begged her for my release
I told her I can’t go on and need mental peace
She stood up, smiled and told me she has this effect on some men
She told me I have to write about her beauty and pick up a pen
She told me we all suffer from things we desire
She told me I now know what it’s like to experience Female Fire
I left that day never to see her again
In time my obsession slowly lifted easing my mental pain
At last her beauty can no longer harass
I now know my obsession will finally pass
And I pray to God I never again see her face
In this world or the next place
Joseph Adam Elward
Copyright © Joseph Elward | Year Posted 2010
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