Feelings I Can'T Help

As i sit here writing this poem you are the one flashing through my mind And i have tried so hard to get you out and yet you linger Is it because i haven't told you But i have been down that road before and at the end i almost lost you Its a lil bit funny i don't even know if you care that much for me But i don't care what you think of me I'm in love with you Its not that i want to be but the feelings are there and i can't help it I have tried other lovers and even sex partners But the feeling i had when i heard those 3 lovely words you said to me I can't seem to find that grace again Leaving me on a endless pursuit and hoping that 1 day I'll find it again But don't worry about me I'm alive and doing well I am not afraid to cry and let it all out But what hurts the most was being so close and not knowing What could have been