Feelings

I dont know what is going on Life is so uncool What the heck is wrong Something is a miss Something is truly gone...... The reason of my living seems to fade There in an uncontrollable rage I fear for the war in ma heart and mind I was always known to be sweet and kind..... The days have changed, I feel estranged The tears are waiting to run down my cheek The torture and pain makes my future looks bleak There is a stillness that gives me fright Lord only knows what has gone wrong or right.... I hope to see a spark of life Panache,vitality, glimmer and desire Far away from doubts and strife Looking at a new day with bright sunshine Hoping that we all will one day redefine The reason of our living and our screwed up time.....