Feelings

I just feel, Neglected sometimes, I feel as if, Someone is just begging me, For something I don’t know about, Or what it is. Because I am afraid, Afraid to trust. Because of what Happened in the past, I can’t let go. Let what has happened, To me in the past go, And go far away. I wish I could give, Give people my trust, But it slowly, Has to be repaired. Mostly by the people, Who hurt me, Hurt me so badly. Hurt my soul, And my mind. Sometimes I wish, Wish it would come back fast, But it has to take time. Get rebuilt by others, And some by the people, Who tore it apart. It can almost be repaired, But it will never be the same. The same as it first was. I hope you can help me, Help you repair it.