Feelings

I wont let you see I refuse to cry I hold all my feelings Deep inside So deep inside That I cant feel My own feelings They aren’t real The feeling of love The feeling of hate The feeling of deceitful Dying fate Insides damned Outsides dead I don’t look at tomorrow I refuse to look ahead I don’t smile I don’t cry I don’t ask how And I don’t ask why I’m not happy I’m not mad I’m not angry But I’m not sad I have no feeling For life nor life I have no intention Of striving or strife I’m just a girl Going nowhere Showing no feeling Or slight care No matter where your from Or who you are I wouldn’t dare let you in Its just to hard Ill go on Pretending I’m fine Stuck living in this Hateful, painful world of mine.