Feeling Hidden

Why do I feel different and always so tense I sometimes feel outcast by a very big fence I struggle with company especially family I just don’t fit in and have loads of anxiety They don’t understand what I’ve been through The torture and evil things that they could do I just wanted the love like mothers give to you My evil one and stepfather to, were a bad curse No earthly child could never ever want to trust You always have to be on guard, he just hates you The things he did always leaves the head torn in two I’m older now with to much hurt and unwanted pain Like your carrying a bad smell with a nasty ugly stain I just want to go far away in my own hidden forest Watch the stream see the trees no one to be a pest So please try to understand how I feel inside I just want to be like you so I don’t have to hide