Fear

I let fear hold me back from how I feel, and everything I had inside is now out and real. I can't believe I let stupidity take over, I should've worked harder at being a lover. I let him down in so many ways, but I'm making sure each promise that I made stays. I want to throw my fear away, only as long as he'll be by my side to stay. Promise are made to be kept, not broken and swept. I'm going to do what I can to make it work, and I hope to be forgiven for all the hurt. No more of the lies, no more tries. I'll start with him and me, the pain is something that didn't need to be. I'm sorry for everything I've done, and I hope to put things back together as one.