Fear

eyes wide open robbed of sleep again demons knocking wont let them in chest feels tight hard to breathe paralyzed by fear the nightmare leaves soaked in sweat yet shivering spiders crawl beneath my skin my hearts racing my mind's pacing back and forth the strain I'm facing the life I'm gracing the time I'm wasting looking for the door searching for the key drowning all that is deep inside of me what to do where to turn inside it festers stings and burns seek to keep my mind asleep mask the tears I know I'll weep chase the rain endulge the sun I shall not yet come undone