Father Please

life is full of ups and downs but it feels like a cycle that never does end I have gone my rounds I have felt hate and pain and I have known joy and love but father please I'm begging you shine some light from above I know I am strong I can handle a lot but what I don't want is to be tested and teased I want to feel happy more then any one could ever hate I don't want to be angry forever I want fields of flowers and the warm kiss of the sun I want joy a and happiness until my days are done I want to be alone utterly alone with the hole world to explore I am tired of memorizing the back of each hand I hate being broken to the point I cant stand and as one of your children I'm asking you please take me away from this punishment where I must bow on my knees respect those around you isn't hard to do when those around respect and love you