Farewell Addiction
Ten years tonight
November 18, 1998
I gave up smoking,
after 41 years of
being chained to the habit.
During this period
addiction ruled me,
it told me when to go
to bed, when to wake up.
Many a night, I woke up
and had to have a smoke,
or walk to the store to get
a pack, during a snow storm.
Addiction didn't care
how cold or sick I was,
when he wanted me to
buy a pack, I would,
listen and go buy one,
even if I was low on
cash, I still went,
no matter what.
Addiction was my leader,
my Commander in Chief,
I gave in to his bidding,
no matter what.
One night I said to
God, after reading
Romasn 12: 1-2, I
will stop smoking in,
three weeks, God
spoke to my heart
and said no, this
night when this pack
is gone, you will stop
for ever, never to
smoke again.
So on November 18, 1998
I had my last smoke
and have not had
one since.
Believe me, if I can
give it up any one
can stop smoking,
just ask God to help,
you pray and have faith
you will do it,
the task will be hard,
but it can be done.
wrote 11-18-08
I tried to stop smoking over a hundred times
then one night this strange feeling came over me
after I had read Romans 12:1-2 God did speak
to my heart, to tell me not to wait but do it now.
something told me that this time I would not fail.
so it is, put your faith in God and believe and it will
happen.
Copyright © James Foulk | Year Posted 2008
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