Far From Reality

is this life or is this a lie? im the one who always has to try. i don’t understand why. im out of my mind. im about to cry. im in my world, going about my day wishing to run far away. far from reality, this is hurting me, i can’t see life clearly. is everything meant to be? i don’t realize i’m hurting you. but i’m telling the truth. i would never lie to you. were both far from reality. its easy to see. we both understand, i can’t go on, without each other’s understanding. my heart breaks every day. im far from reality, don’t you understand? it makes me very sad that i can’t have all of the things in life. i have the blessings i deserve. but i don’t feel like myself. i need some sort of help. im far from reality don’t you see. we both know it’s hurting me. but people don’t understand real side of me. but sadly think they know me. what have i done? do i deserve this? can we forget what happened and move on. and this memory will be long gone. im far from reality don’t you see, i feel too much sadness inside of me. Im in so much pain, but i try to make it go away. but we all know things will never be the same.