False Hope Revisited:Volume Infinity

walk around the edges and meet me at the corner there is a place that makes some killer 4 cheese macaroni dots we can order baby back rib subs as well and get our favorite salads with it please do not make that face at me....i am going crazy out my mind missing me some you i find myself planning ways to get you all to myself i find myself on the computer wanting to book some place oceanfront so badly i find myself writing things that never really happened with hearts of many sizes drawn on all sides i find myself lying to people i am close to just give myself some type of false assurance i cannot control the shaking i cannot control the profuse sweating i cannot control the urge to free myself sane i just want to take these rough edges and smooth them all out perfectly however when it is too late....it is just too late.... tomorrow is your wedding day....and all i can do is watch you walk away with your head held high....without one word to me.... my forever dreams are now and forever nevermore....i choke from the smoke in the air