False Encounter In a Dream

false encounter in a dream need a life and a change of underwear the next eight or ten hours will be a blur for the ages lunch break masturbation is what i look forward to the most no need for makeup....my natural presentation is my truth i am a blocked artery representative for what not to end up being i am hoping to go blind by design i am hoping to go blank via decline false encounter so it seems need a wife and a prescription for despair when i clock out, i head for the nearest home on parking lot asphalt i pull out the latest novel shield and escape into the latest setting of make believe the tears unshed clearly exposes my obvious man pride the lack of surety about what's next sends me into this strange, incomprehensible freefall i am now at this old waterslide in my mind amidst the roaring rapids apex of my latest daydream the front of my underwear is now crusty the back of my mind is now on summer break repeat mode with a wintertime feel with a thin frozen spring....representing the true encounter in my reality