Falling Deep

I did not want to do this late at night but i had to take my life the preassure was building up in my heart it did not make sence when i look at the sight people were laughing making feel bad they did not know the pain was so bad it was all in my body deep in my soul about all the guilt i did not want to let go i saw it ending in a blink of a eye then i saw my past flying by all the love ones that cared so much did not matter with their touch the gun was loaded pointed at my head my blood was rushing my heart was pounding i could fell the world all around me all the agony and all the pain was going to end this very day the triger pulled back and the gun went off the bullet was in my head and it was soft i layed their dieing with no one crying i did it with no one sighing