Falling

Falling to depression, my heart is no longer there, Dreaming of something better than what I have, I never feel welcome in the eye's of other they only bless me with their words when they require help or need a hand. I'm so tired of this life wish I could turn the page to a selfless world one where love is easy to find hate no longer exists and your friends and family always want you around not just when it suits them. If I had a wish I would ask for my dream to be real and never to wonder why, why is it that you work so hard and receive so little in return.