Fallen Hope

This is not where I want to go Where it feels like dying Not really what I wish to know What it feels like crying Heading every directions Only ended up getting lost Trying my best to go back up But being pull back down Can't imagine the fall Surrounded by these blinded reality My eyes filled with nothing but tears Can I get some sympathy Fallen, I have fallen again Force to bear with the fall My unhealed tourniquet Is not the pain anymore This time is my time Where I have fallen below Where others just watched me My Life is not for them to know Fallen, I have fallen again Fallen, I have fallen this time Thrown down, being pushed around I have fallen this time But, I have not yet fallen behind