Fallen Broken Wings Still Perceives Hope

It reeks of helplessness and despair I wanna cry without any care hopelessness is there for time being And all my courage and strength is fleeing those grim reapers are lurking around as if they had started my last counts Like an angel with broken wings left with screams that still rings With optimism I hold myself together but still that dilemma makes me wonder That reckless mind of mine still shivers And I hid emotions in that mask for peers Does that agony of mine be burst out soon Or should I hide it like Sun in winters noon I have begun a journey with endless players But now with each step, that aim disappears Struggle,happiness,memories veiled behind mist In end I'm losing my very gist It's ***** that I had terrible laugh on my own Maybe I was in need for reason to frown Or maybe loneliness letting its roots to be grown In this phase of my lonesome journey I discovered that inner core of mine I got someone to shout on,someone to console me Someone who is gonna talk ,and listen while Now I let that hopelessness free As shine of stardust shower profound on me When I finally woke from unconscious brim I was having smile hidden in my grin As finally I have hope to cling on That don't try be a creator of new-self but be a believer in your true-self