Fallen

the sweetness out of mind out of controll roam and moan left to fall dying crying flying sighing no one to love all alone shall i always be trapped cast out why won't anyone save me denial suicidal built up breakdown smother it all away can't leave it behind lost in my mind driven insane blast it all away it bekons again thrown out putdown cold and hurt frozen within bleeding screaming nothing left but hurt inside eating me up leaving me down repressions all i find maladjusted no motivation sleepless nights i sit and wait nothing nowhere dead i've fallen again