Faith

Finally, feeling fine and flourishing like a flower in comfortable creativity - I go cerrrrazy off of being cool and clever in Poetry Wurld! Hope is enraptured with joy...the cells of my existence is UPlifted by the commercials of comedy relief...rejoicing in the wrong accidently or purposely (chortle)...purposely, wanting to do what;s right honestly...putting things in perspective best I can...peace is replaced with chaos instead - WHY??!! I do care...can't you see I care about you? I don't care if life is temporary (YOLO) Ashamed of what I've done - my insecurities came back to me 7-fold...my addictions and afflictions and OCD's came back to me 7-fold...my addictions really did catch me off guard..childish and childlike behaviour is 2-1 in a bottle of joyous innocence - being mature in faith, love and joy, according to God's Wisdom (not kissing my close friend, fooldumb) - I'm attempting to get better, not worse obviously...but apparently, I blend in with the crowd, only on some terms and circumstances I don't see responsibilitee at home...in my house, I c povertee, getting worse; not any better - sorry about my negativity...trying to remain positive for the better... Totally tripping out...but I need His faith - buddy, I'm tired of your BS (sorry to say...excuse my French) Hate is...is...re-replaced with Agape Love...just maybe one day, we will all have the same faith without any violence replayed...replayed...